Heyya!
I have not been posting for the few days. And i'm very lazy to elaborate. Too lazy. Today in school had swimming then had to stand under the Sun for quite a long time. For almost two periods i guess. Well,i'm still a million times sorry for what i've done to you,Adam. I'm so so so so so sorry that i've been acting like a jerk to you.
Goshh. And the question is do i have a crush on you? I know the answer to that question but i can't say it here. I'll tell you face to face. I'm not shy anymore. Well,just see what happens. I'm lazy now. Bye.



Your my guardian angel.

Hi.
I'm a million times sorry that i insulted you too much. And that person is Adam. I am so so so so sorry. I don't care if the whole world reads this apology note. I'm saying this cos i just realised i was acting like a jerk to you. And yeas i agree to everyone who hates me that i am a betrayer. I dicth people easily. And i'm not gonna ditch you again. A million apologies. Please,i'm begging. Forgive me?


I'll be there for you.

Hello!
And what am i doing up? Chatting and doing random things. And i yeas i do miss my mum and sister. Alot alot. Well,when we went to the airport to send them off. I told myself not to cry. But i did in the end i did cry. Why? Cos it was sad that they are leaving. Can't for school tmr. Now i'm posting. Feel like crying cos i miss my mum and my sister so much. And i just found out tht my webcam has a mic fixed in it. How slow can i get. Haha. Gonna sleep in maybe 2 hours time or less. Talking to my friend now. Cos we both can't sleep. I can't even close my eyes. Now going on to facebook. Damn. School tmr. Yay! Can't wait. Got to go to sleep now. Sorry. Bye.



You told me.

Hello.
I'm going question myself in this post today. Here it goes,
Why did i slapped you for?
Why do i insult you eventhough,you're always there for me?
Why do i keep on thinking of him when i have you?
Why do i hit you too much?
Why do i feel like i'm in a shell when i'm around you?
Why do i feel uncomfortable with you?
Why why why why why?
Don't feel like saying more. In a sad mood right now. Sorry. Bye.


I'm not your princess,this ain't a fairytale.

Hello world.
I've been busy. With what? with school. I'm happy as always. Very very very happy now a days. Don't know why. Well,today in school i had dance class. It was fun. But really tiring. The boys in my class had football. So the girls in my class and me did dancing for a change. By the way,I can't dance. I suck at dancing. Anyway,i've been crying myself to sleep for the past two nights. I kept on thinking about Hamzah who i really hate. Gosh he was evil to me,eventhough we were together. I still remember the time he forced me to do things i don't want to do. I hate that time. Well,i'm glad it's over already. I hate him forever and always. I will stop thinking of him from now on. Hope i do. I'll try my very best. This few days i go to school with a frown but not with a smile. My friends keep asking me what's wrong,so i told them it's Hamzah. Goshh,i should probably stop talking about him. And i'm tired now. Gonna stop here. Love you guys out there! Bye.


Adam,i need you right now.

Hello Hello Hello.
My sister's a nyonya. Hahahahaha. Lol. It isn't that funny. Actually not at all funny. Well,maybe a little funny. Yeas, i've done my homework. Finally it's done. With the help of my sister(who is a nyonya) Aquila and my cousin(who is heart broken) Hirman. Having my monthly things right now. Hurts very very much. Don't feel like typing out more. See ya. Bye.




i don't wanna waste my life this way.

Hey.
And yeas 3 am kills me. That time kills me. Whatever. Haaha. Hannah Montana: The movie rocks big time man. Watched it on the laptop yesterday. There were some parts that was sad,cool and sweet. I've been reading some french books to make my french better. Cos my french sucks right now. The last exam i had like 95/100 for french. Bad bad. Must get atleast 98 and beyond for french. And maybe math. How i wish and that will make my life change alot. Passing math with a big improvement. Well,i haven't done my homework yet. That's alright i'll do it later on. For now i have to go take a shower and then go eat buffet lunch. Haha. Enjoy your Sunday everyone! Bye :D



Cos we're one and the same.

Hi.
I'm bored. It's obvious isn't it? I wanna upload pictures on Facebook but i'm kinda lazy too. I've been listenning to the same song over and over again. That shows how bored i am. I can't call anyone at this very moment cos i'm not allowed to. And i've been taking pictures of my sister and me. Cos I'm bored,just bored,plain bored. Drinking coke too. And yeas i do miss school eventhough it's just the weekends. Help me. I wanna do something but i'm too lazy to. Going out soon. Have to get ready but i'm lazy. I'm currently chatting with one of my friend from school. So i'm lazy to type out more. Love you guys! Bye.


Help me from this darkness.

Whaddup people!
I'm feeling the life yo. Random,much. Not really doing anything today. No drum class. Sad. I need to hit those drums. Grrrrr. My teacher has sound check and stuff like that for his band. I just showered. Full of slackness today. Woke up at 11.30 then talked on the phone with my friend after that used the laptop til now. Hahaha. I slept kinda late last night. And i'm lazy to walk around. Like i said full of slackness today. Well,I'm not usually like that. But today just became so boring. Uh,don't feel like saying anything else now. You can guess that i'm gonna go now. Sorry,bye.


We'll right a song.

Hello :D
YAY! There's school on Monday. And i'm still pissed off at people who spread rumours about me and adam in school. It's not true alright. Face the fact that it's not true. I don't care about what people think anymore. Say whatever you wanna say about me. Bitch about me? I won't care. Just go on and bitch about me. Wtf la. Shoooot. GRR. Don't feel like typing anything out anymore. That's cos i've got no mood to and i'm effing pissed off at some people. I'm gonna end here. Bye.


I'm trying to hold on.

What is going on around here?
Aren't you people sick and tired of making stupid rumours. Those are crap.
Just shut up. And listen here. There's nothing going on with me and adam.
Nothing. Whatever crap you think about us is not true. You bitches,bustrads,evil twits,phycos and morons out there. Just stop thinking whatever you're thinking. We are not together. I don't have a crush on adam. He's just my friend. Friend get it? Friend. Ergh. God you people. Damn you people. Don't treat me like a stick or a bullying booth. Please,please i'm begging. Just stop wondering or thinking or what not. STOP,STOP,STOP,STOP,STOP. These are words from me.



We weren't meant to be together.

Hey!
Okay so i have to go for dinner now. I'll post more later.
See ya.

Hey there!
I'm now using my Aunt's new laptop. It's VAIO. It's really awesome. And i'm using it on the bed cos the table is full of her stuff. Haha. And yeas,school was great. More then great. It was superbly fantastic. Well as usual i'm bored. I just heard my Aunt fart. Hahaa. It sounded like my dad's fart. I'm not insulting you papa! My relatives will be here any minute. They're from Singapore of course. Going to have dinner with them too. Soon. I have no clue of what to type out right now. Damn it. Can't use wireless for internet today. Using some mobile thing to connect to the internet in some way. My dad,aunt and uncle are talking about iPod's. I want one. Anyway,going for dinner soon. In i guess 15 minutes. Well got to go now. Bye.

I hope you like the gift. Well you have to love it.

Hey there bugs!
And yeas school is finally here. You can guess that i'm freaking happy. Well,i don't really understand why "this" could be hard.
Why do you always say sorry?
Why do you not pick up the phone when i call you?
Why does your mum talks about me to you behind my back?
Why do you think i'm different?
All i'm asking is why,why,why?
I'm not angry at you i'm just wondering why you do this stuff. I can forgive you that you have not been together with anyone before but i know you can change that fact. And yeas,i do think that you deserve me. Everybody's talking about it. :)

I have to reply tags here cos something's wrong with my shout box.

Maisarah: Hey there!

Turtle freak: Missing you even more!!!!

So that's all for today. Bye :D

You are the one that i trust.

Hello.
How's the holidays for you people? Mine's boring. But tmr i'm going back to Singapore!! So excited. Well,what am i doing today? I have drum lesson(replacement) at 4. After that i have no idea. I haven't pack my bag for tmr. Gosh. I want that blue cardigan from Mango!!. Maybe after drum lesson i'm going to get it,or not. I'm tired. I really need school. And i wanna watch Hannah Montana:The Movie. Maybe when i'm in Singapore i can watch it with my sister :) I'm tired,i'm bored and morrrrrreeeeeee other stupid stuff. I miss my good friends like sarah and cass. I can't wait till school re-opens. Ouh yeah,i don't even know when school re-opens. :/. Now i'm gonna end this thing. Bye and have fun!