I don't trust boys.

I can't trust boys.Except for two specific boys.Boys will never change.Even if they try to.
Girls tell them things they blab it out to other people.And change the whole thing to a diff story.
Seriously,can they get a life?All they think about is girls,flirting and making out(older guys).
Some educated boys can think properly and make their brains useful(like z and eb).
That's why i only pick guys who know what is right and wrong to do to a girl.Nothing more.
Like for example,this guy he said he likes me and he starts to call me 'sayang'.Wht the hell?
And he says to people that i'm his girlf.He says we promise things with each other.Bull shit.
That is so not true.And fyi,i'm taken.You don't needa know by who.Only myra knows.
I know some people think i'm weird,dumb,control freak and those nasty things.But i dont care.
Call me whatever you like.I dont give a damn shit about it.I can take whatever you have to say.
Really i can and i will.I'm not showing off.I'm just telling you that i dont care.Kay boys,get it?
I don't want any other boys to interfere in my life anymore except for eb and z.Thank you.

Your voice was all i heard.

I miss you.

My smiles never been wider.

School tdyyyyyy,sucked.Don't ask why.It just did.But hanging out with Myra tdy was great.
Forced myself to go to school tdy.Actually didn't wann attend school cos i was too tired to.
Teacher's that thought me tdy should be thankful.They should,seriously.Got math homework.
So have to do it now.Bye.

You're beautiful.

Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.
I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.
Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.
I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.

Can someone help me?

I thought you'd forget me.

Damn it.Myra's going to damai and i'm not there?!.This is so bad.Sorry Myra!
Been so busy.And what's up with my facebook?it keeps on saying "Security Check".
Bloody shit.I'm pissed off at everything right now.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.Damn it.
Bye.

i.....miss......you...

Sorry,i've got no time to update my blog.Busy visiting people.
But i have to say this:I miss myra and eb!okay i'm done now.
Bye!

I know i'm not alone cos i've got you.

Aaahh.Will be on a flight back to Singapore in a few more hours time.
I'm gonna miss Myra!Wish i could bring her along with me.But well.
This just gonna be short.Malas to write more.Yea.Love,Peace,Respect to you.
Bye!~

eb,i miss ya.

My daddy says:"You'll regret if you don't follow me out".What does that mean?

What a boring boring day.Urgh.What can i do for the day?Oh yeah gonna go out soon.
Other then that,nothing.I'm bored.Now i'm webcaming Myra!One of my fav girl (=
Oh damn it.That bugger is talking to me :@.Well,Bye.

Let's laugh until we cry.

I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.
I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.
I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.
I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.I miss ya.

I think of you too much.That's cos i wanna talk to you.

If i could hold you in my arms..

School sucked.Urgh.She just pushes me to do stuff that i can't.I mean i can but my foot.
It's still not properly healed yet.And she knows that it hurts.Damn dance teacher.Bitch.
Thanks to her,my foot went big and swollen again.Now it's gonna take longer to heal.
Don't tell me i'll be celebrating raya with a bandage on my foot?Oh that's just great.Screw this.
I hate dance class.

E.b?Where are you?My heart's sinking everyday.Cos i don't talk to you. )=

Aaaaaaah.Could someone help me?I mean it's like i'm always sad this days.Always,always.
What if one day i just be m.i.a?Would you care enough,but i'll forgive you.
If anything happens between us.It's not your fault.The blame will not be on anyone.
But you must remember this i.l.y.s.m.Talk to me soon please.Take Care sweet.I.L.Y&I.M.Y.S.M.

When i look at you.I get lost in my head.I.l.y for who you are.

Leave me alone please,"secret admirer".

My foot kembang la )= .It's freaking painful dude.Went to school with flip-flops.
Alot of teacher's were asking me.What happen to me,this and that.Hahaha.
And i had to tell what happen over and over again.It was like a stuck record.
Now i'm tired of limping.I couldn't even go up the stairs properly.Damn it.Nyeheh.
Anyway,school,nothing but boring.The whole class was quiet all i could hear was the fan.
That was how quiet we were.I wasn't as loud like i usually am today.No mood that's why.
Omg man.Can someone ask this guy to shut the hell up.Keeps on asking to hangout with him.
When i don't want to.It's annoying you know.Ytd,he was begging me to be his girlf.I said no.
Tdy,he keeps on asking me to walk around with him in school.I said no,too.Urrgh.Sheesh.
You know how hard is it t be a girl?Any idea boys?It's hard alright.Oh my gosssshhhh.
I'm having bloody hell moodswings.And yes,you can guess that i'm having my period.Grrrr.
I'm out.Bye.Peace.

My heart skips a beat when i say your name or talk to you.

OOOOOOUUUUCCCHHHH!


I forgot to tell you that i'm using slippers tomorrow to school cos... Try guess?
Can't?Nevermind i'll tell you anyway.A torch light as big as maybe two harry potter books?
Dropped on my last toe.And it's kinda big and red now.Damn painful.Can't walk properly kay.
That's all.Bye.

I needa talk to you.

I'm missing you so much.Where can you be?


Uh.Not in the mood actually but i thought i must make it a point to update my blog :D
Remember the poem i made about hating me?I actually like it.It's lame i know.Don't have to tell.
I curled my hair a little.Not much.It's just for the day.I took pictures and it turned out nice,:O!
Omg,i compliment myself.So bitchy.Grrrrrr.Anyway,school today was awesome.Idk why.Lol.
Kay kay.Bored and missing someone )= I'm out then. Bye.Peace.

I wanna run in te rain with you.

My heart paused for few seconds.

I couldn't recall for any words to say,
I feel like saying you're such a gay,
But i think you might hate me and yes you may,
I know you hate me but hey,
I said you may. Ahh wht the hell am i saying.This is all dumb words.

By the way,i didn't meant to break your damn heart.You know i'm taken and i love my boyf.Sorry.

My voice is so sexaaaaaaay now.

Having a little bit of sorethroat.Didn't drink enough water.Painful you know.
Ahh got a counseller of my own now,Luwiza.She's supportive,very very.So is my Myra :D.
Well my eyes are gonna shut their shops.Hehe.This is a short one.Besides that,i'm home alone.
Night.Take Care.Bye.

Mhm.

Ah,yeah.This is bull crap.You said you still love me,are you trynna make my heart stop?
Please don't.You told me you'll find another but till now,nothing new for you?But still me.
Just leave me alone will you.Can't i leave a happy life?Not even once?
Trust me,you will.And you'll find another and leave a happy life with her.
Maybe she cold be spanish or hawaiian?Up to you,yea?Ahh well i'm shut-ing up now.
I.L.EB :D! Bye. Peace out yoo.

I hate you adam.Go to hell with this.

Bugger.Leave me alone please A.I need a new life.Not with you but on my own.Please?
I hate you.Put that in your brain.Don't take it as a joke.I'm telling you the truth.Mhm....
When i look at you i feel like throwing up.I'm so sorry.But there's a feeling in me.Uh....
Feeling that i don't like.When i talk to other boys,you get jealous.And you'll get all rough at me.
Why?If i don't wanna talk to you,you'll get all tensed up.I hate it.That's why i don't want you.
Damn you idiot.I hate you big time.When i see you in school you try to impress me.How?
You try to make me jealous.I'm telling you now,it's not gonna work.Not at all.So stop it.
aaaaah.You make me think about you when i don't want to.Screw you.!#$%^.Seriously dude.
When you're around me you think we're still going on but no.Just shut up and stop it.
Bye. I wish you never existed.

I use to be love drunk but now i'm hung over.

13 13 13 13 13.Yeah great.Those damn memories are in my head.Every 13th.Awesome(Y).
Can't you face it that i hate you and i don't wanna take you back?Please stop buging me.
I will never ever take you back cos i'm so over you.Way way way way way way way over.
We lastest from 13th of June 2009 till the 2nd of September 2009.How long?You count.
I was the one who ask for it.But in the end you wanted to as well.And you said it was crap.
At last you wanted it too.Loser.I don't care if you're still not over me.But you'll never ever ever..
GET ME BACK!You can dream of having me back.But so so sorry,no way.Find another girl.
And get over me.Do that as soon as possible.Okay?Then i'll be happay. Good luck loser!
Bye.

Bitch.


I can't take this anymore.It's stupid or is it just me?I guess it's me. Mhmmm.
The number 13 use to be my fav numbr.But i lost it somewhere in my mind.
I just couldn't hold on to it anymore.So it faded away.I didn't wanted it to,but it did.
If i were to get it back i would.But i can't.It's gone now.But i do dream about it.
I guess it travelled to land of dreams.I'm telling you now that i'm suffering the pain.
You don't see it cos you just don't give a damn.I would wanna shout out my feelings here.
But i'm not gonna.Cos if i did that,you'll not care too.Why are you so heartless?Seriously dude.
Sheesh.I just realised sometimes in life you can't always get it your way.True isn't it?
My last and final words to you are Take Care and take it how it's suppose to be,xx.That's it.
Bye....

Oi.

Shit.Damn.Alone again.This sucks.Great.I just love lonely-ness.
Don't you think it's awesome?Yeah right.Anyway,was too tired to go online and update.
Plus,my sister was using the laptop for a few hours.So yeah ah.Here i am to update my blog.
Nothing recently happen.Just that attend drum class today.Was okay.Mhm..
Uhhhhh,now?feeling lonely.I feel so emo shit.Eew.Wahaha. :P.Bored to the max max max max.
Damn it.Nothing else to cakap.Except for: GET WELL SOON MYRA!LOVE YOU!
Bye.

How many times?

Ahh,kay kay.First and for most,my sister's with me!(=
Trust me it's so much better that i have a friend now.Not friend,company.
So yeah.Bored so shut up.Hahah.Kidding.I'm hungry dude.Few more hours so tahan!
Uh..bye. I'm out.Peace.

What i like about you,is you rock my life :D.
Ouh yeah you do. Lol. I need you,badly. )=

Photography,is the love. I've been loving it. Ever since when?
Ever since i knew the word Photography. Yeap. True. Ahh well.
Hope i get a camera soon. Ehehe. Love,Peace,Respect.

I can't explain anything. I'm speechless (=.
Love.

English boy!:D

I'm so Fugging obssesed. Hehe. Can't tell you,with what. Sorry.
School?,Uh. It was like shit for two days after that it was okay.
Other then that. Nothing else. No story la today. Sorry ler. Haha :D
Kay. Bye. Peace.

The chain between you and i has rot.

Ahh well. It's for the best. Yeap,it was.
If you don't get it. It's kay. Just don't.
Anyway,Thanks for everything. Bye.
Everything that i've done for you.

I don't think this could last long. Sorry.

I'm feeling that this has to stop. Can't take it anymore.
It's making me bonkers yo bonkers. Ergh!
DAMN IT!

The title? Nothing,it's a song. (=

School,was hard for me. Why? Had to look at people eat. )=
That made me hungry. Boohoohoo. Lol. Lame.
In school,i slept during half of science and math class. Cool? Not.
What to do? I was tired. No energy. Gosh. I'm still tired.
And how did i manage in school? Horribily managed. Haha. Kay la. Tired now.
Bye! xoxo.